1/5/2009
Met up with my old classmate sm at ps and we went to DBL O to chill.
After drinking for 2 hours we decided to go over the dancefloor and relax ourself.
While dancing there's guys who wanted to know us, ken wanted to kw sm
then ken intro his friend ben to me.
Before going back ken ask ben to take my number, so he did
and i gave him a hug b4 i left.
When i reach home, ben msg me n ask if i rch home,
so i reply him im home
n told him i will msg him tml.
2/5/2009
7+ ben msg me, asking if i wanna join sm,ken and him for dinner n movie
bt i was at ... house playing mj so i told him other day.
11+ we msg each other till 2+ then i told him i will meet him up soon.
4/5/2009
8+ in the morning i recevie a sms from ben asking me out for dinner at night,
bt i alrdy meeting ethan bro for dinner,so i told him i cant make it.
He msg ken n told him he was disapointed that i dn wan to meet him,
sm msg me n told me, my heart was laughing.=)
6/5/2009
Went zouk with ben,ken and ben's bro, they meet me at amk hub then cab dw tgt.
ben n me dance tgt at phuture, after awhile we started to hug each other n dance,
i dn kw y i suddenly kiss him on his face,n he kiss me bk.
Then flame and both of us gt high, and dance till 3+ , i started to get emo n stop dancing.
we went out n suddenly my tears roll out from my eyes, ben hugged me so tight n ask me to b strong.(crying due to my ex bf)
i wanted to go back myself bt ben insisted to sent me home,
he hug n hold my hands while we are on the way back.
9/5/2009
Ben went kbox but lie to me that he is at home,my heart sink when sm told me on monday
but on that day itself i angry bcoz he nv reply/answer my call n sms.
he msg ken n ask wat to do, haha sm told me i smile again.
10/5/2009
Ben came over my house downstairs to fetch me n we went pasir ris park.
my first time to see him in specs,haha kinda cute.
he came with a rose and ask me nt to b angry with him over sat issue.
We had a v long walk n found out that the maze no longer there n had bcome a simple
maze.haha i throw him ther n run, he chase me n hug me from the back.
Before we rch the maze place ther was a v dark corner, so i hold his hand and walk.
We sat down n see people fish,then he hug me n say he like me, woot im happy la
i admit...we hug each other under the moon.
2+ he drove me home,when rch my house dwstairs, we look n each other n kisss,
thats our v first kiss..
12/5/2009
Meet up with sm at town to get sunglass.
ben came dwn n fetch us,sent sm bk we went geylang
for supper at a v old bt nice hk cafe.
He feed me, haha i feed him back.
He sent me bk after supper. but no kisses that night.
13/5/2009
Had lunch with sis n ethan bro in the noon, then meet up with ben
at amk kbox, he sound v emo that day due to his ex gf, i wasnt feeling right too.
I told ethan bro i feel like letting him go, i dn wan to b a 3rd party between them.
i didnt talk to him much, i cant control myself bt felt sad.
when we rch zouk i told him i hv something to say,
so we went outside, i told him i dn like to b inbetween his ex gf n him
he told me he is going to gave up on his ex gf and ask me nt to gave up on him
bt at that moment i really feel like giving up.
Bt after we clear some misunderstanding,
ben wan me to promise him nv leave him,my reply is i will nt.
Ard 2+ his fren gt drunk,so we sent them bk n i went over his place
we had heart to heart talk.
14/5/2009
Dinner at mac, bcoz i wanted the pink glass
movie(the uninvited).
After movie we went marine bagguage, he told me some of his
personal things n he promise to give me some time to accept him.
Accompany to study at his place n we hug each other to slp.
We are tgt that night.
15/5/2009
Went over his house dwstairs to meet him for dinner with his fren
at chompchomp..while eating i took out his phone n look at his pics
i saw his ex gf pics and on the 7may he still save her name as bunny dear, im v sad
n also the pics he took with her.
Went bk ard 2+ didnt stay over that night.
16/5/2009
Told ben i was nt happy abt wat he save his ex gf name,he said sorry.
We chat over the phone for 3hours b4 i head out.When i rch boiler i kept smsing him
miss him alot.
17/5/2009
Rch home n chat with him over the phone till 1+ n he went to slp. Im going over his place tml for dinner,haha he is cooking for me.i miss him so much.
